Tahu is having brain surgery this morning. I have literally no frame of reference to imagine this ending badly. It feels like one moment we were all just ticking along, talking about work and kids and plans for the year and now we are staring Death in the eye and saying, you can't have this one.
I have shut the door in my brain which imagines how it would be if this treatment doesn't work. I'm not going to think about it. I just can't.
I can only open the door to the possibility that the treatment is really successful, that it all goes well and that Tahu and Jo and Knox get way more time together surrounded by all the love and support of those of us who love them.
There is nothing else that we can do really is there. #cancersucks #teamhikuroa
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