21 February 2011 was Reuben's birthday. He had the best birthday ever. He got some lovely presents and did lots of fun things. The sun shone and all was lovely. James was finally back in school, we had a meeting that day with his Learning Adviser in Southern Star house and all seemed back on track after a stressful few months.
22 February started just like any other day. Chrissy slept in and rushed out the door barely saying goodbye, without any breakfast. Reuben and James went off to school too, and Annie-Rose and I went to music and then had lunch with Grandma. After lunch we started off for home in the car to give Ashyn her first knitting lesson.
Driving down Opawa Road, suddenly the car started rocking voilently and at first I thought I had a flat tyre and stopped the car. Instantly I saw the tower of St Marks Church swaying violently and realised it was an earthquake. I sat in my car watching the tower sway and the tiles fall off the church roof. After it stopped I shakily drove down the road. I had to quickly decide what to do and decided to go to the youngest child at school. I hoped the teenagers would be ok.
I arrived at school, took Annie out of her car seat and run into the school ground. I rushed up the hill to where the children were gathering, checking children I knew as I went. I came Reuben's group, I can't even remember being puffed. His teacher was in shock (I later found out she was newly pregnant) so I sat on the ground and tried to comfort the hysterical children.
I had a text from my sister saying she was ok and I quickly text her to go and find my kids for me. I had no idea what hell I was about to send her into. David text me to say he was ok and going to find the kids too and I soon heard from Jo that James was ok. I tried and tried to contact Chrissy, and resigned in my heart that she might be dead.
All the while I sat on the ground with the children. The ground shook so violently all the time. The children were so frightened. I promised them over and over someone would come for them, but I never promised their parents, who knew if they would come? I kept a smile on my face and gave hugs and kisses to the most scared. I encouraged those who were feeling brave to put their arms around the others. My arms were not long enough to hold everyone. At one point I held two little girls and prayed out loud for them.
Gradually most of the parents came and when there were two children left in Reuben's class I left with Annie-Rose and Reuben. We walked down to the car and I wondered what to do for the best. As we drove off I remembered David's mum who is 89 and we drove to her house. She was sitting in her drive waiting and listening to the radio. I wonder how long she would have waited if I didn't come. I got stuck in the liquifaction in her drive and texted David to come and help. I sent many texts but I didn't know he didn't get them. I thought he would just come but I didn't know the whole city was gridlocked. Also he ran out of fuel while he waited in traffic. I borrowed a spade from a neighbour and dug my car out. Then I basically carried Nana down the drive and put her in the car. We set off for our house.
It was constantly shocking driving around and seeing all the destruction. Somewhere in this time I heard Chrissy was alive. It wasn't till months later I found out she was standing at the bottom of the Grand Chancellor Hotel, the tallest building in Christchurch, a building now doomed. We arrived in our street and the neighbours had set up a bbq on their front lawn and were making cups of tea. I settled Nana down and the kiddies and went home with another neighbour.
I had been brave for so long, but when I saw my house I lost it. I could hardly get in the door for all the stuff that had fallen down. There was just unbelievable mess and destruction. I could see the house was structurally quite damaged as well. I grabbed some necessities and armfuls of quilts to keep the children warm (it was a cold day) and went back down the road.
David arrived much later without the children and explained he couldn't get to them. He tried to tell us how bad it was in town, but there was no words to actually describe it. He left to pick up Jo and the kids who were walking out of town.
When they arrived I remember all of us standing hugging each other crying, holding each other so tight like we would never let each other go. It was so emotional and intense.
It was so painful to do, but it's done now. I guess it was like a snake shedding his skin, the process is nasty and uncomfortable, but once it's done it feels a lot better. I brought each of my children a Christmas decoration like I have every year at Ballantynes. It's called Fresh Start and it is.
Oh Deb. I am crying and crying for you as I read this post.ReplyDelete
Your story is incredible.
I cannot begin to imagine what your journey has been like.
I pray for you often and still have a half packed post bag of goodies here to send you (slacker with all our moving countries- sorry- it will come I promise!).
Sending you lots of love and prayers xx
Thanks for sharing your story deb. A Christmas decoration and a brave walk, fresh start. Love to youReplyDelete
oh Deb, this story is heartbreaking and incredible. i am so glad that you are getting that fresh startReplyDelete
You're a brave survivor. I hope the rebuilding goes smoothly and that everything will be better than before.ReplyDelete
Hugest love to you Miss Deb! What a brave and important story to tell. I too am sitting here crying for you and your neighbours and your city. I hope your fresh start is fabulous and easy. xxReplyDelete
Oh thank you so much Deb for sharing your story. The personal side of it all can get lost in all the saturated media coverage. Strange but somehow true. I feel shaken just reading your experience, you are one amazingly strong woman. I admire you greatly. All my best wishes for you and your cities fresh start.ReplyDelete
I remember that day vividly as its my birthday... checking your blog and trying to leave messages for you from around the other side of the world. It was a shock. Thank you so very much for sharing and allowing us to be with you along the way... to be able to lift you and yours up in prayer!ReplyDelete
I can only imagine and empathize. I remember being so glad to find your blog, the story as it was happening told by a very brave woman. (I also remember that after the quake in Japan-sorry for them too) I ranted at the tv "What about Christchurch?!" I have tears in my eyes. Bless you and your family, it's a hard thing but you continue to amaze me.ReplyDelete
A sad tale.ReplyDelete
Your mum doesn't live in Hillsborough does she? I was sitting on the pavement when a woman came and visited her mum (and dad) and got her car stuck in liqufaction. Then some people carried her to the car and dug it out and left. Coincidence?
I thought you would have gone into town this weekend. I'm glad it was positive. I'm planning to go in by myself one morning this week too. Love you my friend xxxxReplyDelete
That must have been so hard to find the words to describe that day. So glad you were able to continue the Christmas decoration tradition and see a bright future, a fresh start. Wishing you and your lovely family all the best for the future. xxxReplyDelete
Oh Deb, yes I'm in tears too. Your writing is amazing, I hope you keep all this to show your children when they are older.ReplyDelete
I'm so excited for your new city centre, I can't wait to see it, but my God what you people have been through!
I will never forget when all this happened. I was terrified for you. Across the ocean I was praying for you. As you photograph your beautiful quilts and the devistation lurking in the background of your images, my heart continues to ache for your situation. What a triumph for you to walk about an area that not too long ago brought great pain and devastation to so many. I am encouraged by your bravery. Hugs from the U.S. TrishReplyDelete
Hugs my dear. A day you will never forget. May this be the start of a new fresh start for a beautiful city and may the ground stay strong beneath your feet. Hugs and Prayers to you and all you know. x KylieReplyDelete
Every so often a blog post leaves me speechless. I don't know what to say.ReplyDelete
I do have a question. How was the teacher and has her baby arrived safely?
I've had your post bookmarked since it was written as I wanted to write you a comment but couldn't find the words. Coming back to the post today, tears running down my face, I realise there really are no words!
Thanks for sharing your story. You are a strong woman and it has been a priviledge getting to know you IRL. Sending love to you and your family x
Thank you for sharing your story and photos. I just recently found your blog through the ORBC Quilt Along Flickr group. My SIL lives in Christchurch (Parklands), but she hasn't shared much about the earthquake or the ongoing devastation. I appreciate seeing things first hand through your blog. It helps me to understand a bit more of what's going on in her world. Best wishes for you and your family.ReplyDelete
Oh chica! I'm crying my eyes out. I'm so sorry you and yours had to endure this.ReplyDelete
I didn't know you had a blog but I deifinetly thought of you and yours that day!! I'm so glad things are starting to get back together. Your country is amazing.